But after a fight I had today with my partner I thought what if.... this was the last time we had the time to talk to each other. What if when i went out to the street I got hit by a car and never had the chance to apologise?
Many times i catch myself and other people too saying things they regret immediately. Sometimes we are so lost in our anger, fury and rage that we just want to hurt the person standing on the other side. We don't care about other people's feelings. We keep hurting them. We never listen. It's me myself and I!
But when they're gone for good, not necessarily dead, but goners, never looking back, never giving a second glance behind when we loose the chance to say we're sorry, then what? Can we live for the rest of our lives knowing that we've hurt someone irreparably, in a way that he prefers to ignore our very existence.
What is more, what if we are that person that is getting hurt so much that we prefer to protect ourselves by shutting the others out or by never giving another chance. The say you fool me once shame on you, you fool me twice shame on me. So there is only a second chance and not another. Some people need more. But it doesn't necessarily means that we can handle more than one time.
What if you keep trying to reach someone by being nice and kind. But he/she doesn't. Then when you turn rude and unkind everything is your fault. Then you're the one to blame. Because he/she never listened to what you had to say. It's funny when you're dead how people start listening. Cause oir thoughts much more when we're goners.
So...the conclusion? I leave to you.
